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Tuesday 2 January 2018

I’m an orphan

Day 1 of being an orphan, it feels so strange. I find myself thinking oh I must see Dad, or when shall I go, I hope he’s ok. It is so strange, I know he wasnt the easiest of people and yes I’ve moaned once too often about him. But, Dad was a big part of my life and since stopping work he took up most of my time. What am I going to do?

Shall I go back to work?

How will I find a job?

Have I lost it?

Oh hell I hate this...... but everyone is being so kind, I’ve had so many offers of help, but there’s nothing anyone can do.

Time........
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